Meet Nick

"The fire in you isn’t gone—it’s waiting to be unleashed."

"The fire in you isn’t gone—it’s waiting to be unleashed."

From Rock Bottom to Purpose-Driven Leadership

From Rock Bottom to Purpose-Driven Leadership

From Rock Bottom to Purpose-Driven Leadership

From Rock Bottom to Purpose-Driven Leadership

I know what it’s like to hit the bottom so hard you don’t think you’ll get back up.

  • I was medicated at 5, addicted and diagnosed bipolar at 18.

  • I was a father at 20, divorced at 23, and drowning in addiction again.

  • I lost my wife to cancer just months after our daughter was born.

  • I watched the second great love of my life slip away because of my own insecurities and mental instability.

I know what it’s like to hit the bottom so hard you don’t think you’ll get back up.

  • I was medicated at 5, addicted and diagnosed bipolar at 18.

  • I was a father at 20, divorced at 23, and drowning in addiction again.

  • I lost my wife to cancer just months after our daughter was born.

  • I watched the second great love of my life slip away because of my own insecurities and mental instability.

I know what it’s like to hit the bottom so hard you don’t think you’ll get back up.

  • I was medicated at 5, addicted and diagnosed bipolar at 18.

  • I was a father at 20, divorced at 23, and drowning in addiction again.

  • I lost my wife to cancer just months after our daughter was born.

  • I watched the second great love of my life slip away because of my own insecurities and mental instability.

At my lowest, I ended up in the ER—twice—because I couldn’t trust myself to make it through the night. It was in that sterile room, staring at the ceiling, that I made a decision: I was done living half-alive. Something had to change. I had to change.

At my lowest, I ended up in the ER—twice—because I couldn’t trust myself to make it through the night. It was in that sterile room, staring at the ceiling, that I made a decision: I was done living half-alive. Something had to change. I had to change.

At my lowest, I ended up in the ER—twice—because I couldn’t trust myself to make it through the night. It was in that sterile room, staring at the ceiling, that I made a decision: I was done living half-alive. Something had to change. I had to change.

The Path to Life

The Path to Life

The Path to Life

The Path to Life

My journey hasn’t been linear. I’ve clawed my way back—one step, one practice, one breakthrough at a time. I rebuilt my mind, body, and spirit. I embraced movement, breath, stillness, and the relentless work of healing.

And I’m telling you: If I can come back from the darkest places, so can you. If I can rebuild every are of my life by calling forth the man I know I am meant to be, you can too.

That’s why I created Back to Wild—a program forged from fire, discipline, and compassion to help men like you reclaim their strength, purpose, and life.

My journey hasn’t been linear. I’ve clawed my way back—one step, one practice, one breakthrough at a time. I rebuilt my mind, body, and spirit. I embraced movement, breath, stillness, and the relentless work of healing.

And I’m telling you: If I can come back from the darkest places, so can you. If I can rebuild every are of my life by calling forth the man I know I am meant to be, you can too.

That’s why I created Back to Wild—a program forged from fire, discipline, and compassion to help men like you reclaim their strength, purpose, and life.

My journey hasn’t been linear. I’ve clawed my way back—one step, one practice, one breakthrough at a time. I rebuilt my mind, body, and spirit. I embraced movement, breath, stillness, and the relentless work of healing.

And I’m telling you: If I can come back from the darkest places, so can you. If I can rebuild every are of my life by calling forth the man I know I am meant to be, you can too.

That’s why I created Back to Wild—a program forged from fire, discipline, and compassion to help men like you reclaim their strength, purpose, and life.

Why I’m Here for You

Why I’m Here for You

Why I’m Here for You

Why I’m Here for You

I’m not a therapist. I’m not a guru. I’m a man who’s been through hell, found the way out, and built a life I’m proud of. I’m here to:

  • Challenge you to face your truth—no hiding, no excuses.

  • Support you with tools, structure, and unwavering accountability and integrity.

  • Push you to rise when you’re ready to quit.

  • Shine and give your gift to others

I believe every man deserves to live a life that’s full—one with purpose, adventure, and the kind of confidence that can only come from doing the work.

I’m not a therapist. I’m not a guru. I’m a man who’s been through hell, found the way out, and built a life I’m proud of. I’m here to:

  • Challenge you to face your truth—no hiding, no excuses.

  • Support you with tools, structure, and unwavering accountability and integrity.

  • Push you to rise when you’re ready to quit.

  • Shine and give your gift to others

I believe every man deserves to live a life that’s full—one with purpose, adventure, and the kind of confidence that can only come from doing the work.

I’m not a therapist. I’m not a guru. I’m a man who’s been through hell, found the way out, and built a life I’m proud of. I’m here to:

  • Challenge you to face your truth—no hiding, no excuses.

  • Support you with tools, structure, and unwavering accountability and integrity.

  • Push you to rise when you’re ready to quit.

  • Shine and give your gift to others

I believe every man deserves to live a life that’s full—one with purpose, adventure, and the kind of confidence that can only come from doing the work.

Challenge you to face your truth—no hiding, no excuses.

Challenge you to face your truth—no hiding, no excuses.

Challenge you to face your truth—no hiding, no excuses.

Support you with tools, structure, and unwavering accountability and integrity.

Support you with tools, structure, and unwavering accountability and integrity.

Support you with tools, structure, and unwavering accountability and integrity.

Push you to rise when you’re ready to quit.

Push you to rise when you’re ready to quit.

Push you to rise when you’re ready to quit.

Shine and give your gift to others

Shine and give your gift to others

Shine and give your gift to others

What Drives me

What Drives me

What Drives me

What Drives me

  • Transformation Through Movement: From CrossFit to ballroom dance, I’ve learned that the body holds the key to unlocking our mind and spirit.

  • Freedom Through Discipline: Healing isn’t about “fixing” yourself. It’s about showing up, doing the work, and stripping away everything that’s not you to evolve to the next evolution of authnticity

  • Connection and Brotherhood: We’re not meant to do this alone. True strength comes when we let others see us, challenge us, and walk alongside us.

  • Transformation Through Movement: From CrossFit to ballroom dance, I’ve learned that the body holds the key to unlocking our mind and spirit.

  • Freedom Through Discipline: Healing isn’t about “fixing” yourself. It’s about showing up, doing the work, and stripping away everything that’s not you to evolve to the next evolution of authnticity

  • Connection and Brotherhood: We’re not meant to do this alone. True strength comes when we let others see us, challenge us, and walk alongside us.

  • Transformation Through Movement: From CrossFit to ballroom dance, I’ve learned that the body holds the key to unlocking our mind and spirit.

  • Freedom Through Discipline: Healing isn’t about “fixing” yourself. It’s about showing up, doing the work, and stripping away everything that’s not you to evolve to the next evolution of authnticity

  • Connection and Brotherhood: We’re not meant to do this alone. True strength comes when we let others see us, challenge us, and walk alongside us.

Are You Ready to Reclaim Your Fire?

If you’re here, I know you’re feeling it—that pull to wake up, to stop settling, to get your life back. I’ve been where you are. I know the way forward. Let’s go find your fire.

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